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Hello internet readers, this is your pal Paige Alys. I’ve been gone for some time, as usual, to find something else to look at as I live my life haphazardly. For now this means I survived my first half winter in lonely Minnesota! That being said, it did also snow again today and will again […]

I have only written three times successfully this whole year. I’d like to think it was because of all the crazy shit I got into, but it was just from lack of trying and no motivation. Excuses aside, I dearly missed it even when my brain was not functioning the way I wanted it to. […]

March 2nd, 2018 The rain falls but my tired ears only focus on the static coming from my computer as my music freezes and shifts from the broken disk drive. No body uses CDs anymore, they are basically obsolete. My winter starts to mix into the new spring but feels sort of rushed, like someone […]

PS. This is the one and only picture I took. I hate getting my phone out at shows and taking a thousand photos. Sorry for the blurriness. Hi, Paige here. Whenever I go to a show, I always feel delightfully alive afterwards, as if I were asleep for weeks before I arrived. Last night, the […]

“Fill up the space that I don’t need, I feel most complete when we’re asleep.” – TFB I have been trying to learn more about myself and why I feel sudden urges to write things down lately. Narrowing it down proves to be harder than the actual task of typing or penning thoughts into a […]

I’m calling my far away friends with no news. It still ends up being very comforting. I spend many hours on my telephone, worrying about what the waves will do to my brain. My Spotify is shuffling through to find the Weezer songs that I have saved. I’ve been contradicting myself, dying my hair darker […]

Standing in the small, square room, I realized something. I’d always known it would show up again, rear it’s ugly head emerging from the very back of my mind. The homemade crystal structures swing in the corners of the space, a band I had never heard of played songs I didn’t know the lyrics to. […]

I always start these out with something about it being too long since I started one of these, but does it count as a flaw if I point it out before they happen? Maybe. Maybe not. No rules here, folks. My blog (if you can call it that) has been so dry recently that I […]

Hi all. In the midst of the political posts and outbursts I have recently seen on the wonderful digital world we like to call the Internet, I saw something today that I sure did like. It was a list of things you can do by yourself. Now I know what you are thinking, “Paige, doesn’t […]